Sunday, August 21, 2011

Break

So we are officially on a break. This past cycle was very stressful, and ended terribly, so we have decided to sit this next one out. We will still try, on our own, but there won't be any injections or multiple visits to the Dr involved. I think it will be a welcome change, but knowing that I can get pregnant with all the help, doesn't make me want to stop. But the stress of it all will not be missed. 


Recently on a board that I frequent someone said something about the Michael Buble song "Haven't Met You Yet" that I hadn't really put together, maybe because I'm slow... but they were talking about how it could be a song about infertility, and man did that hit home. Just check out the lyrics.



I'm not surprised. Not everything lasts.
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in. I talk myself out.
I get all worked up, then I let myself down.

I tried so very hard not to lose it.

I came up with a million excuses.
I thought I thought of every possibility.

And I know someday that it'll all turn out.

You'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

I might have to wait. I'll never give up.

I guess it's half timing,
And the other half's luck.
Wherever you are. Whenever it's right.
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazing.

And baby your love is gonna change me.
And now I can see every possibility.

But somehow I know that it'll all turn out.

And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

They say all's fair. In love and war.

But I won't need to fight it.
We'll get it right and, We'll be united.

And I know that we can be so amazing.

And being in your life is gonna change me.
And now I can see every single possibility.
And someday I know it'll all turn out.
And I'll work to work it out.
Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get,
Than I get, than I get, than I get.

You know it'll all turn out.

And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, to give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

I just haven't met you yet.

Ohh, promise you, kid, to give so much than I get.

(I said love, love, love, love...)
I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet.

1 comment:

  1. Hey hunny

    So sorry to hear about how this last cycle ended, but I think that looking at it that you CAN get pregnant is such a positive way to look at it and I am in awe of your strength. I love you to pieces and am praying and thinking about you both.....

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